Walking "behind mercy" ( merhametimin arkasından yürüdüm ) is described as a path that led to self-erasure.
The poem (I Apologize to Myself) is a widely circulated piece in Turkish literature often attributed to the famous poet Can Yücel . It is a poignant reflection on self-sacrifice, emotional exhaustion, and the realization that one has neglected their own happiness for the sake of others. 📜 Summary of the Poem Can YГјcel Kendimden Г–zГјr Diliyorum
Treating yourself with the same kindness you show others. 📜 Summary of the Poem Treating yourself with
Realizing that by trying to fix others' flaws, they had no time to see their own wounds. "I forgot that I also needed to be happy" "SEN SUS
Telling the heart and brain to "Shut up!" to avoid facing the truth. "SEN SUS!" (YOU SHUT UP!)
The speaker admits to putting their own needs and feelings on hold to keep others happy.
Stopping the habit of suppressing pain for the sake of "appearing strong."